OH HI PPL(= I SHALL BLOG FOR JAREDS' PERFORMANCE AND SOME INTERESTING OUTINGS BUT I NEED TO VENT MY ANGER FIRST...CAN I END ALL THE SUFFERINGS? I DUN WANT TO LEAVE IN THIS WAY ANYMORE...IM FAR TOO DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF. I KNOW I CAN DO BETTER.
HMM.JAREDS' PERFOMANCE WAS GREAT(= WE TOOK SOMETIME TO REACH THERE BUT OH WELL..MINDY AND GIRL-FRIENDS AND CHUBSTER MARCUS WERE ALR THERE.IT WAS SO CRAMP THERE BUT MUSIC WAS SHIT UNTIL JAREDS' BAND PERFORM(= THEY WERE GD..BESTI-EST ONE!!! OH AND HE SANG SO WELL(= U BROUGHT GLORY TO THE PIGS MAN...oh and thk u for accompanying me(=
WENT FOR OUTING YST AT VIVO CITY.NTH MUCH TO DO THERE...JUST WALK ARND LYK FOOLS.LAUGHING BCOS OF SOMEONE(=AAHAHA.WE WATCHED 2 MOVIES COS WE GOT NTH TO DO THERE...SO BORING!!! I ALMOST FELL ASLEEP WATCHING SILK.SUCKY MOVIE...BUT NVM AT LEAST I GOT JOKERS ARND ME TO ENTERTAIN ME.HA...(=
IM TRYING MY BEST TO HIDE THE SADNESS IN ME.IM REALLY TRYING MY BEST BUT ITS STILL BLEEDING INSIDE.IM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF. Starving searching this barren wasteland Trying to grasp being this alone Pleading for a breath of fresh air, someone's standing on my chest Dying I'm asphyxiating myself Break myself slave to my weakness choke on my words Oh I'm drowning and I feel so alone The lights are on and I wish I was home My lips are screaming pretty nothings My ears are bleeding for want of words, fuck words I need actions Hope has left me fucking shattered Someone's standing on my chest Alone would be a pleasant change from here How do you gauge loneliness how you ever felt so alone It feels like the light will never reach me here I am choking back my longing for shed tears So strangulated by my lonesome fears plead Don't worry too much, it only hurts when I breathe
ILL TRY TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY(=. tarnished blade, cutting through, pushed into my vein.