it makes me reflect on all sorts of mofo-nic stuffs i did. i think i grew quite alot ever since pri sch. physically & mentally. the mentally part is much more important. i dun care if i grew uglier or what. I DUN GIVE A DAMN. (:
i look at things in alot of ways now. how to look & deal with it. ive changed this year, im more into studies. which i think is pretty gd(: i had plans and aims that will bring me higher. i know what to do next. i like my life now. well to say, im alr used to this mundane life. & i know, GOD WILL HAVE A WAY FOR ME.
ive been reading up abt covalent bonding. i kinda, almost, nearly, sorta, about to, on the verge of, understanding it. heh.
mummy promised to bring me shopping in a few weeks time. FOREVER 21 & TOPSHOP. i think it's either the advance birthday present or a random gift. it could even be a reward for completing CA1 or maybe she's just plain bored and found no other better way of spending her hard earned cash. LOL. either way, i'm beaming. haha.
oh theres a GIANT bee in my room just now. i didn't realise that there was a GIANT bee. no really. it was HUGE and i'm not exaggerating. it was buzzing near my ear and i was so oblivious, busy playing songs. damn lucky i wasn't stung. so it took me about 5 minutes to see that insect. and i happily screamed like a mad woman running around the house. HA..
so that was today. am i bummed? hell no. tired? yes. will be staying up to do chemistry. like so enthu!! i really have to do well for my MYE. no more screwing up half way.