every night that she's alive is a potential suicide.

2008-08-06T22:35:00.001+08:00

switching sides.
http://escapeedenswall.livejournal.com/

please relink.
thank you blogger and bye(:

well,i may come back.
so ya...
till then.

2008-08-02T22:02:00.002+08:00

DANCE BABY DANCE(:

HAVEN YOU HEARD?

I LOVE 4/8 SOOOOO MUCH.

our class bonded well today.

we lost,cheer and laughed together(:

but FUCK.

today is quite filled with drama also.

my team played with 4/5 then previta(?) tripped over my legs and fell.

I SWEAR I DIDNT DO IT ON PURPOSE.

then aft that just sat there all pissed up and wanted to cry.

got a sub in and started playing again.

the match ended with a drew.

its so stupid,she went to tell ppl im a fucker.

WHAT THE FUCK, IF YOU ARE SO SCARED OF FALLING OR GETTING INJURED THEN DUN PLAY LUH. GO HOME AND ROTT LIKE A DEAD LOG.

NO ONE IS FORCING YOU TO PLAY.

SUPER LOSER,NO SPORTSMANSHIP.

playing sports is like getting up everytime you fall,phyically or mentally,it works the same.not sit in the court and cry over your injury.

AND THE THING IS I DIDNT LET OUT MY LEGS AND TRIP HER ON PURPOSE,IF NOT IT WOULD BE CALLED FOR A FOUL ALREADY.

LITTLE GIRLS SHOULDNT PLAY IN THE COURT.

GO HOME AND SUCK YOUR MUM'S TITS.

there's alot of things that went on today.

im really touched by all the classmates today.

we are so united(:

THERE ARE ALL KIND OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD.

I JUST CANT DEAL WITH SOME OF TIME(:

i saw jerome's dad and noah today,

to be honest i really miss them and they talked to me.

uncle was really nice to talk to me.

aww(:

CELESTINE,KAIYING AND DAVE JUST CAME OVER(:

rented movies that we didnt watch.

ended up talking abt stupid jokes haha.

IM TIRED):

2008-07-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE FISH!

I HATE JOICE.
EH YOU GO EAT SHIT NOW.

well, school was quite okay.
managed to survive.
aft school went to xinmin's house for dinner(:
and rushed my butt off for baking class.

it was fun but i feel so bloody tired now):
okay bye.

2008-07-30T00:11:00.002+08:00

HOLA!

IM OFFICALLY SHARING BLOG WITH VIVEIN(:
okay maybe not official, cause i haven told her.
BUT HECK.
oh yeah im JODIE her lovely cousin* upon seeing this,she'll burst into flames alr.

OH MY GOD.
YOU KNOW WHAT,
VIVIEN IS A SHITHEAD.
she played soccer today with her classmates and went home with wobbly legs.
she tried to act strong and climbed the stairs 3 steps at a time.
and BAM! she fell down.
AHAHAHA.
or prolly she needs to pee urgently.then she rushed.
she's always like that. ESP WHEN SHE COMES TO MY HOUSE CAUSE ITS SO FAR.
she'll: HURRY FUCKING OPEN THE DAMN DOOR.I NEED TO PEE!
stupid bitch.

OH BUT I LOVE HER.
(:
OKAY BYE PPL
when she sees this she'll come slap me.
but i just like to bully her.
SO FUN(:

i think she has a swollen ankle now.
NEH NEH NI POO POO(:

2008-07-29T22:36:00.002+08:00

OMG MY LEG HURTS LIKE FUCK.
SOMEHOW ITS SWELLING A LITTLE.
FUCK.

recently ive been using alot of vulgarities.esp the f word.
cause i kept singing fuck like a star by porcelain and tramps.
THE LYRICS:
Haha,
If there's a fucking problem with the fucking shit in
This fucking song we can fucking edit it out for the fucking god damned radio.
Fucking god damned cunt ass mother fucking bitch ass fuck face.
Suck my big fucking black dick and I wanna see that ass clap, bitch.

She puffs her lips on cigarettes and paces in the lobby
Silhouettes of pure white skin
A super impose-body
She is the string that holds your fate
The one that gets it started
So if you've got the balls to fight then put your mouth around it

Oooh I know you're out of it
Oooh I know you want it

She fucks like a star
All way to the top
Mess with your head
Make you want it
Fucks like a starS
o rated R
You'll do anything'
Cause she fucks like a star,
fucks like a star

Anorexic beauty queen with painted eyes so toxic
Centerfold erotic
She's had a gram, a shot, a slam, enough to start a riot
Everybody wants a piece
But only I'm invited

Oooh I know you're out of it
Oooh I know you want it

She fucks like a star
All the way to the topMess with your head
Make you want it
Fucks like a star
So rated R
You'll do anything
Because she fucks like a star,
fucks like a star

Oooh she make you want it you want it
Oooh you fucking love it you love it
Fucking fuck like a star, star, star
You fucking fuck like a star, star, star
I'll fuck you like a star, superstar
I'm gonna fuck you like a superstar star star star

She fucks like a star
All way to the top
Mess with your head
Make you want itFucks like a star
So rated R

You'll do anything
'Cause she fucks like a star, fucks like a star
I'll fuck you like a star, superstar
Fucks like a starI'll fuck you like a star, superstar
Fucks like a starI'll fuck you like a star, superstarFucks like a star
I'll fuck you like a star, superstar
Fucks like a starI'm gonna fuck you like a superstar star star star
Fucks like a star
Fucks like a star
I'll fuck you like a star, superstar
I'm gonna fuck you like a superstar star star star
Hahaha, haha.

okay number of F words in the whole song: 41.
number of times i listen to it: 5 or 6.

IM SO HORRIBLE.
HAHA.
WHATEVER.

2008-07-29T20:24:00.002+08:00

IM TIRED.

BUT IM HAPPY TODAY(:
PLAYED SOCCER.
ANNNNND.........
MY BENEFIT BAD GAL LASH MASCARA COME ALREADY
* prance like a spastic.

i love receiving packages.
the little surprise that could make me happy and grinning.
but it leaves me with no money.
ARRRGGH HELP!):

BENEFIT PRODUCTS ROCK(:

I LOVE YOU POSTMAN(:

2008-07-26T23:50:00.002+08:00

WHEEHOO.
what a tiring day):

went to braceface ansen's house.
super random.
but its very productive(:
managed to study and taught them(braceface and his friends) chemistry.

i had fun today(:
we will be nothing more than flings.
i dun wanna commit.
i dun wanna get hurt by lousy guys although im not sure if you are one.
SAY NO TO COMMITMENT.
haha whatever.

im supeeeeeeeer tired.
dunno why.
oh yeah i changed my hp no.(:
okay,a short post.
bye guys(:

2008-07-25T22:23:00.002+08:00

IM BLOGGING.
FINALLY(: ITS BEEN TOO LONNNG
AND EVERYONE MISSES ME.
esp celestine cause she said my blog is dead(:
im super ego now but whatever.

okay today is bullshit.
I HATE SCHOOL LUH PLEASE.
the whole day is like so effing cold, my eyelids start to malfunction,its keeps closing.
the teacher keeps nagging, homework starts piling.
oh well life is mudane): to specific SCHOOL LIFE.is mundane.
aft sch i went to get a replacement for my atm card,cause i lost it
DUH,THATS WHY I GOT A REPLACEMENT?!
okay im spouting nonesense.
went back for aep.

WRONG MOVE,VERY WRONG INDEED.
SHOULD HAVE JUST RAN AWAY.
cause it ended so late.
celestine and me were slogging our ass to finish.
did a lil and then gave up and start copying.
haha.

i did something that make celetine and me feel great.
SLAMMING/PUNCHING/SQUUEZING.
not im not gonna discolse it here.
AWW....SORRY KAYPOHS.
haha no la.just not very nice to say it here.

I SUPER CANT WAIT FOR TMR(:

2008-07-16T17:55:00.002+08:00

HEELLLLLLOO(:
today is wed, the day i hate most.
like 100 gazillion dong.
i dunno what im saying haha.

0kay lets talk abt O level listening compre.
so we had to go to the venue early then waited for quite awhile.
then wait for the teacher to settle us down,
wait for teacher to take attendence.
just abt i was thinking it will start,
the radio plays: THE LISTENING COMPRE WILL START AT 3.00. YOU ARE NOW LISTENING TO CLASSICAL MUSIC ON FM92.4(if im not wrong,or 94.2)
i checked my watch,it was 2.28.
i turn around and pointed middle finger at celestine.haha
caused just before the lc she told me for N levels they listen to classical music for very long.
so during everything,rest and played with my fingers for very long.haha
this is the first and the LAST time i listen to classical music for 30min.
now i know if i cant sleep which fm i should listen to hur.

OH THE INVIGILATOR HAVE SOME SCREWED UP MOODY FACE.
LIKE WE OWE HER 100 MILLION BUCKS

and today suck cause i was really tired.
and now im hungry and having headache):

so ya.thats all
bye ppl(:

2008-07-13T17:42:00.003+08:00

OMG I HATE JOICE.
SHE SCREWED UP THINGS AGAIN.
SHE LEFT A FRIENDSTER COMMENT FOR JEROME USING MY PROFILE.

LESSON LEARNT.:
LOG OUT EVERYTIME.

well,actually we are friends now.
i guess it doesnt matter.
i dun love you anymore(:

2008-07-13T15:59:00.016+08:00

HOLY COW.
joice came over,so that means i didnt get to study much):

but we had fun(:

we made oreo cheesecake!(:

and i told her i miss my labret piercing,she used my fakelashes glue to stick the

ball to my lips.haha

IMAGE HEAVY.includes recent photo and some photos i took in

vietnem.yes,very overdue.

haha fakelashes glue worked well(:

okay vietnam trip.just a few of them.

okay obviously,they are boats

random picture again,of the sea and boats

sand dune(:

the uber rad resort.

random photo.

mrs ram,looking happy when she crawled out of the cu chi tunnel,the vietkongs hid there last time. it was so camp.i bet if someone let a big fart,we will all die inside. trust me its very stuffy inside.

AND FINALLY THE CHEESECAKE.

the oreo toppings look so ugly,like what ppl used to fill the roads. haha

I CANT IMAGINE I POSTED SO MANY PHOTOS.

alright gotta go and study with celestine and guys alr(:

maybe ill post again later.

I LOVE TRACE CYRUS AND RONNIE.

2008-07-12T23:14:00.003+08:00

ERM OKAY LETS START OF WITH RANDOM PHOTOS.

i love this kind of guys luh. so hottttt(:
oh maybe not when they kiss each other but ya...

alright.
just came back from studying at mac.
it was quite productive.
surprisingly., its better than night class(:
did maths and all.
i feel like playing mahjiong.seriously.
i think if algernon see this he'll be grinning away.haha

oh yeah took a few spastic photo yst.
but ill post tmr luh(:

2008-07-10T22:15:00.002+08:00

HELLO WELLO YELLO(:

i had a uber rad day today(:
e learning was easy today.cause i didnt do chi
and later went to far east plaza with mummy(:

i bought so many things today!
im so happy and contented.
but i didnt ask her to pay for everything luh
i bought the most important and ex top for myself(:
but its freaking 80 plus.
but its uber rad(:
a vintage jap tattoo designed top.
sooooo overrr the moooonn(:
I LOVE MUMMY.
AND ILL LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE BECOMING AN OLD BUM ALR):

haha.
but suppose to go swimming today.
nvm luh prolly can go on national day,to sentosa.
a even better place for tanning and swimming(:
swimming complex makes me feel so caged up.
weird hur.
i guess im a freaking retarded bitch.
i think everyone reading this post is nodding their head in agreement to violently until their head falls off.

IM HAPPY.
I DID A GOOD JOB GETTING OVER YOU TODAY.
well at least for today.
cause i manage to forgot i had a break up.
i forgot you left.
retail therapy rocks like shit.
but its short term happiness.
when the night comes, the sky turns dark,
emptiness and sadness overwhelms.
the next morning.
i have to pretend im alright to go to sch.
smile to my friend and everything.
im sick of relationships.
being single is sooo great.
i dun wanna meet another heartbreaker.

i think i can put words together and make up a death metal so lyrics.
something like.

how does it feel to sit beside your new girl,
everyday i face news that you changed a new bitch.
i sit here alone, people come and tell me everything you did.
i know there might not always be happy ending,but ours was just stupid.
i can forgive you for the shit you did,
but do you realise you need the forgiveness?

OKAY GIVE ME THE GRAMMY AWARD ALR(:
haha whatever.thats damn anyhow.

the song by fergie-label or love makes so much sense.
i prefer label(:

2008-07-10T09:22:00.003+08:00

MORNING PPL.

ITS E LEARINING DAY AGAIN.

another retarded day.

ALRIGHT SO I DONE CHEM(:

i realised i can do work faster without msn.

cause i know ill spend half of the time chatting,talking bullshit.

i watched miami ink last night.

TELL ME WHY SINGAPORE DIDNT LAUNCH THE AMI(from miami ink) INSPIRED MOTOROLA PHONE?):

ami freaking designed the phone,he drew the dragon and all(:

but its not in singapore.

BOOHOO):

2008-07-09T12:59:00.002+08:00

TRANCE TO THE DANCE TUNE UNDER THE FULL MOON(:

wow,i freaking hate elearning.
or rather ace learning.
but im good when it comes to tikam-ing,cause thats essential when it comes to doing ace learning.

oh my gosh, i just saw some horrible and funny picture of a friend.
hahahahhahaha
its so stupid.
his face is fucking screwed like 2cm wide aft dressing up.
hahaha.
im so mean.
opps

i apologised, ive done my part.
you're none of my business anymore.
i miss you though.

oh no sorry warren,i forgot im not suppose to be vulgar.

2008-07-06T23:45:00.002+08:00

I loved you once,
you were my star,
shining blissfully,
never once a lonely star,
until one day you betrayed my trust,
I felt like smothering you in a pile of rust,
you were no longer my shiny beautiful star,
all you were now was a burnt out car,
my love for you had totally failed,
my heart leads to an unknown trail,
I'll never love you never again,
you deserve all you get,
for what you did to me
I’ll never forget in the end.
what you did was painful and mean,
I hate you so much and I’ll never be as keen.

this poem is super rad. courtesy to some website.
i dunno. its from joice.again.
trying so hard to help me.
haha(:

2008-07-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

I WAS FEELING VERY EXTREMELY MAD THIS MORNING.

just ask yourself if there's anything nice of you for me to say, or tell everyone.
you expect me to say: jerome is damn nice,cause he left with other girls. now he has so many girls. he rocks.
bloody hell no right?
please luh ppl has eyes to see. they know whats going on and what you are doing.
i dun even need to speak ill abt you.
ppl queue to tell them to me.
'jerome is a filrt' ive heard it so many times.
so what if i speak ill, is there anything nice for me to say to them?
wake up your ideas man.
things will be easier when you stop being so fucking ego.

i hate you.
you were such a turn off at the rhapsody.

but retail therapy made things better(:

oh ya rhapsody was alright i guess, its just very short luh.
celestine,kaiying and me dressed up like some funny shit luh.
we are good enough for prom while the others wear until very chapalang.
haha had so much fun with the girls yst.
from putting eyelashes to everything(:
but yst wasnt a very pleasant day for celestine.
awwww.....
haha.

it daryl giam's birthday tmr(: happy sweet 16! in advance.

I HAD LOTS OF FUN PLAYING PRETEND WITH HOCK HIM.
I PLAYED AS HIS GF(:
WE STEAD FOR A NIGHT.
whens the next time?
what the hell.

2008-07-05T09:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE.
VIVIEN LOVES HER BITCH, JOICE VERY MUCH.

spastic la.
joice doesnt know how to blog for ppl cause she's have got a puny brain.
forgive her guys.

more abt joice:
shes irritating.
shes a lesbian.i dunno but she dress like one. but she looks good in it(:
shes mean.
shes 15
she come up with one million LOUSY way to help me forget jerome.
before im typing this post she went to friendster, then went to jerome's gfs profile and read aloud what he wrote to them.
something like "hey babe,i miss you too. hurry come back. love you(:"
OUCH it really hurts luh. its the last thing i wanna hear in the good sat morining.
she wrestle me when im sleeping to make me wake up?!
cause she came over so early today with her mum.
but i love her. sometimes,when she doesnt read off comments abt jerome.

omg i dreamt of jerome last night,
it was so stupid.
we were standing somewhere.i think in his house.
he said: hey, ive got aids. ive got too many girls.
then suddenly inuit ran aft his toy ball and prance around .
it was so stupid.
aft jerome said that i grinned and walk away.
inuit continue prancing.

WHAT THE HECK

going for rhapsody later.
well i hope ieverything will run smoothly for the performers
(:

BYE! * from joice

SHE SUCK ALRIGHT BYE PPL(: * from vivien.

2008-07-04T14:26:00.009+08:00

TODAY'S DELADINE TAN XUAN YING'S BIG DAY!(:

roar animal, you've got groove.

i love you so bloody hell much(:

sorry chantel,wait till your birthday then ill circle you in red.and thats next year.sorry again.

this photo is so random.

we were doing shit.

my hair is so screwed and you are staring at your ugly toes.haha.

-----courtesy of celestine's blog----(cause i lost everything in my com)

i miss you sooo much deladine(:

and you are 4 now! you cute lil pest.haha

love ya(:

i wanna watch you grow until the day i die.

hurry grow up my dear!

when you do, ill go shopping with you,ill go facial with you. ill do anything with you.

but its like when you are 24, im 36.

goodness ill become some old hag.haha

how i wish you can come my house more often but you stay so farrrr awayyyy.

like kallang and my fault for being a direction idiot.

i cant figure out the way to your house):

i miss the way you groove to GIRLFRIEND by avril. haha

there you go, your favourite idol

okay aft my O's ill bring you to highlight your hair with streaks of hot pink.

we'll do it together. thats provided if your mummy allows(:

OMG IMAGINE OUR HAIR LIKE THEM.

THATS SO RAD(:

i love ya many(:

2008-07-03T23:11:00.003+08:00

hello wello(:

well, lets see.
i went for night classes 4 days straight
haha managed to study a lil.
die luh.
if this carries on...ill choose my ITE soon.
probably the new one near my house.
then robin,jim and gang can join me. haha

CHINESE ORAL IS A GONNER. BYE MY BEAUTIFUL DISTICTION.
i read 2 words wrongly. or maybe theres more.
the conversation was hell stupid.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABT YOUTH OLYMPICS?

here i go:
as a singaporean, i feel proud like how everyone does.
this is the first time singapore is holding such a big event.
the whole world's attention will be on us.
we should make sure this event will run well and it should be grand and show that although we are small but we are capable of holding big events(* this part is super crap)
the holding of youth olympic can really help to boost singapore's economy.
esp in terms of tourism. cause ppl from all over the world will come here for eg supporters
it encourages spending in singapore, and hence boosting our economy.
singaporean should conduct themselves well,like not to litter as it might leave a bad impression to the tourists.
WHAT DO YOU EXPECT FROM THIS YOUTH OLYPMIC?
personally i feel that winning o9r losing doesnt matter.
what matters most is that we can hold this event really well to leave a good impression and that our future generation can remember this event as a proud and memorable one.(*damn anyhow)
OTHER THAN CONDUCTING OURSELVES WELL,WHAT CAN WE IMPROVE ON?
we should increase our security as mas selamat is not found, if he is still not caught by then, it might be a threat as the ppl will be concern.
to assure them we should step up on our sercurity.
DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO ADD ON?
no. okay bye.

shit luh, should have listened to mdm yue in class,she talked abt it before.
oh well,its over.
during the oral.i keep playing with the buttons on the entry proof holder.
i think the teacher thinks im irritating.

played the swing again.i like it luh.
play for 4 more mths cannot play alr.

yst night class was horrible.
some fuck face appeared.
i feel damned. that ego shit face.
now he gives me a feeling like
'woah im damn good looking and cool,evey girl like me and i love to have them too'
go home and suck your mum's tits luh, immature ego boy.
haha im so mean
BUT I LOVE IT

enough of ranting.
bye world(:

2008-07-01T14:17:00.003+08:00

I didnt go to school today.
had some allergic reaction, prolly from the food i ate on sunday night.
suck luh.

school sucked as usual
friends are having mood swing like dunno what.
like a few of them are like that.
maybe they are just having their periods or something.
god knows.
their face says im-quite-screwed. but when you ask them they say they are okay.
i dunno. i guess i should be there for them and asking if they are okay is like what i should do as a friend.
so ya, its their choice whether to tell or not.
well ill be there to listen though.

and yst morning was such a rush.
erm all thanks to daryl.
stupid shit.
im really pissed.

oh ya night classes yesterday was so fun(:
went with jim, then jared came.
until then i could still study.
but when robin, zi cheng came we started playing.
went to the school playground, played swing,see-saw and tell stupid jokes.
when its 9 plus we were chased out of sch,
but fun continues at the playground opposite school(:

came home and i was drop dead.

its good to spend some alone and quiet time.
it makes you realise the other side of you.
and i realised i cant confide in you anymore.
prolly there's too many things we dun tell each other.

okay gotta do some maths.
so bye.
(:

2008-06-24T22:37:00.004+08:00

DID I MENTION SCHOOL SUCKS?

like always.

first day of school is like : OKAY CLASS, THIS WEEK THERES NO AEP. BUT I WOULD

LIKE TO SEE YOU GUYS AT 2.10 FOR PHYSICS.

please luh. i guess teachers like to kill us like that. especially when it come to physics. its either you struggle to stay awake or you sleep.i think i pretty much dreamt. haha

okay today is kinda tiring. like woke up to meet celestine and jewell to do history. we somehow managed to complete. so thats good. i hate recess cause i might bump into jerome then my heart will crash to the floor.i wish i could have a get away to some other country for awhile.

just when im starting to be better i have to hear all these things about you.

tmr's gonna be a looonggg day.

thats really sad and pathetic.

but im sure. ronnie, you will make my day(:

2008-06-21T21:56:00.004+08:00

WHEE FLAG DAY!(:

which sucked like big fuck seriously.

HELLO(: WOULD YOU LIKE TO MAKE A DONATION?(: *smile like nvr before.

this doesnt work 95% of the time.

ppl just walk away thinking: sickening lil bitches asking for money. not in a a million years ill donate.

some at least siad no thank you,well although i feel rejected but they said it nicely.

not like some shithead who just ignores you.

basically i just wasted today.

i think i should listen to my mum and forgive you.

and i hope you are happily with some other lollipop lickin chick .

guys, sometimes are TOO ridiculous.

like very overboard.

but 2 days ago was the sex.

went to this german dinning pub/dining place for dinner.

it was a whirlwind of fun and everything.

authentic german beer and sausages brought me grinning non-stop.

pity jodie cos she's deemed underage by parents and aunties and uncles,

she could only savour sips while i gulp (:

but DECEMBER jodie,there'd be no adults around,

to limit the zang.

thats pretty much all.

alright bye guys.

GEOGRAPHY AGAIN.

everything i do, i always forget to forget you.

2008-06-20T10:38:00.002+08:00

GOODNESS!
school is reopening.
i got homework not done.
im in a rush rushing through homework,
but i still need to go out later.

and tmr there's CIP.

im dead.
okay i better hurry with my work.

bye guys(:

2008-06-15T12:02:00.003+08:00

AYE AYE!(:

went for faith's church amazing race yst.
it was frrreeeaaakkking hell tidious,
i was slogging my ass, trying to stay alive.
haha esp the stairs and slope.
those really killed me and alot of others hur?
but it was memorable aft all.
getting together with someone we dun know and complete something.
got to know amazing ppl and a amazingly hot guy(:
haha

okay the picture is in celestine's blog.
im too lazy,so ya.

oh and i got my long awaited phone.
ill try not to drop it.
well,i guess in the end.....haha keep my fingers crossed.

my legs hurts like fuck now.
HOW GREAT.

im sorry noah,i cant help you.
i cant be bothered with your bro anymore.

okay gotta do geography.
bye ppl.
shalom(:

2008-06-13T15:03:00.004+08:00

LIKE FINALLY!
dunnno aft how many dong years.
im starting on my geography.
(:

the holidays are so bloody hell short.
i didnt really have lots of fun.
and once sch reopens i may have to see your bloody face again.
how i wish i didnt have to.
and right now you are the last person i wanna see.

but i cant wait for next week!(:
im gonna hang out with some old friends and a new friend.
im not looking forward to meet the new friend.
okay well,i guess ill get my nape piecing or hip surface piercing soon.
well this is a hip surface piercing.

i love it so much.
and i dun think its gonna hurt alot.
oh wait,i just said THINK.
im just afraid that it will reject.

okay whatever,i think im just gonna give it a try.

well this post is suppose to be up days ago but yeah it got saved as drafts instead and i didnt know.
super dong.

okay bye ppl(:

2008-06-06T09:27:00.002+08:00

WE'RE DONE.
well at least we are still friends.
but i kinda think of you as a jerk,im sorry if it sounded rude.
but you know you are.

i guess im moving on alr.
i had fun with my friends and all.
algernon is some sickening shit.haha
first the student meal and now the mj.
well but i had real fun with them.
at least it occupies my mind for awhile.
when it comes to night,the pain starts to overwhelms again.
i guess thats life hur?
you learn from every fall.

Our love was young and
i thought its true
but the heart that was lacking belonged to you
i haven’t forgotten the love that we had
even though the thought of it makes me sad.
When you thought you knew him,you let your guard down
he hurts you right on the spot,you asks for him to explain
he says he didn’t know,you said you trusted him to do the right thing
he winds up breaking your heart with his action that broke your heart
he said he will protect you,that his action will never harm you
but everything he did,wound up hurting you.

guys can be some screwed up fuck at times.
no doubt,jerome you are one of them.
just go home and eat shit.

well,i dun care what i say now.we are just friends,you hurt me first.you cant say anything.

yeah celestine you are right,thinking of his bad points really helps(:

bye,the ultimate heartbreaker.
i guess you will make a better friend than a boyfriend

2008-05-16T18:03:00.002+08:00

IM SUCH A LAZY ASS.
im blogging and im 16!(:
for 6 days alr.

life has been okay, exp that i skip sch soooo many bloody hell times.
omg its gonna be THEBOMB week alr.
chinese for the whole week will be damn torturous.
but i manage too clinch an A for mid year.and the only A.
my results suck.
really.

ive been thinking alot.
my dream is to be a tattoo artise.
its someone that helps ppl to tattoo.
i really love it but i think alot of ppl cant accept it.
bad ppl have tattoo but not all ppl with tattoo are bad,agree?
ppl might say: she aint decent
or maybe when my bf in the future show me to his family they will have a bad impression
well,life sucks.

im drawing a tattoo for daryl now.
it looks great.
one of the best ive drawn(:

ok i gtg.
shalom.

2008-05-02T14:34:00.003+08:00

HELLO LOVE.

THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER.

OR IS IT?

ive got no idea.

i think im a lil tired.

alright its THEBOMB period again.

papers aft papers.

oh well thats just life for now.

ppl are starting to remind me of my birthday.

kinda suck like somehow im not looking forward to it.

unless jerome can really treat me damn sweetly and nicely.

i guess i better not expect much.

i think i would rather want a sweet and nice cards or letters than ppl buying funny stuff toys.

cause i got nowhere to keep them anymore.

i think this song really talks alot of what i feel now.

The Little Things-Colbie Caillat

The little things, you do to me are

Taking me over, i wanna show ya

Everything inside of me

Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating

My feet are stuck here, against the pavementI wanna break free, i wanna make it

Closer to your eyes, get your attention

Before you pass me by

So back up back up take another chance

Don't you mess up mess up

I don't wanna lose you

Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you

Give up give up don't you say that I'd be

Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin

If im better off better off, with out you boy

So don't just leave me hanging on

well this is only part of the song but it speaks alot.

tell me the worst is over.

in the end i think things are getting better.

fuck,i dunno what im saying.

time for something explict.

what are young lil kids turning into?

young boy sucking barbie's tits.

well done boy.

CLICK 5 CONCERT ANYONE?

2008-04-06T14:37:00.002+08:00

im having a feeling ive nvr felt before.

i love you so much,cant you see it?
im trying my best,im giving in everything i could.
all i want is you to do the same.
to know that you like other girls was a great blow.
but i think you should get out of it and not plunge in any further.

shit,i love you.

2008-03-18T19:30:00.002+08:00

MY COM IS BEING A BIF FUCK NOW.

programmes in it are pretty screwed.
msn is screwed and some of the websites cant be viewed.

today in class,while listening to the teachers nagging.
i feel that it is time for me to get serious.
i can feel the stress overwhelming.
all the exams are coming.
i dun wanna fail amaths,i mean ill jump for joy if i can get a c6.
i gotta work hard man.
i think i shouldnt go out so often and start mugging my ass off,lick my notes if not ill die.]
bye weekend shopping):

omg,just because jared sat with me today ppl think we are back together or what.
melvin,whether if you are reading this or not.
i think you should just mind your own business.
dun try to make other ppl's business yours.
fuck you,and history isnt gonna repeat itself.
jerome is my bf and jared is my friend.
it will stay as it is and i like where we are now.

oh well i wasted enough time blogging.
so ya.
bye ppl(:

2008-03-16T09:47:00.002+08:00

i miss vietnam.
i miss springrolls.
i miss the fucking long journey on the bus.
i miss michael or how you spell it.
i miss the horny bus driver.
i miss seeing the lousy shophouses.
i miss seeing the screwed wires on the poles.
i miss celestine.freaking much.

the trip was much of a fruitful one.
good food and good accomodation.
learnt alot things.
gained more knowledge.
gained more clothings because of shopping.
tried disgusting food.
saw how kids in spore are so lucky.

pictures up next time!(:
im too lazy.
IM SEEING CELESTINE AND FRIENDS TMR(:

2008-02-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

OMFG.
i just found out something ridiculous.
you asshole.
im deleting and blocking you frm msn.

2008-02-21T20:13:00.001+08:00

WOW SO SINGAPORE WON THE CHANCE TO HOLD THE YOUTH OLYMPIC.
i was getting all excited and happy abt it then i realised...
the holding of olympic doesnt give me anything.
more money?
no.
more NUM bags?
no.
lesser homework?
no.

then i dunno why im so happy just now.
whatever im off to study geography(:

i hope i can do well tmr(:

2008-02-19T21:58:00.002+08:00

so today, what i predicted happened finally.
im not really down because im prepared for it.
it has the same feeling when you favourite pet dies.
ya thats it.
the 100 reasons are very much of how i feel in the past.
things change and we get all screwed.
i guess this is how we learn during our growing process.

i really wanna thank celestine for the sms she sent aft that.
im touched.
im really serious.
lova ya(:

2008-02-18T14:38:00.002+08:00

OKAY IM NOW SUPER FUCKING BORED .
beside me is a bin filled with tissues pilled up mountain high.
the amt of mucus i produced frm morning till now could drown a whole nest of ants i think.
whatever it is,it is just very bad.

i shall now write a 100 reasons why i want jerome chiam tao rong.

1.the way you make me laugh even though it's not supposed to be funny.
2.you tell me a whole lot of things that are none of my business.
3.how you say"no you cannot like that" when i say i hate you.
4.how you make me happy more than anyone can.
5.the way you hug me
6. the love, trust you put in me
7.how you fall asleep in 2mins
8.your retarded look when you just woke up.
9.your alpine sex drive
10.the way you breathe in my air.
11.when you made my best friend your best friend too
12.they way you blow my ear.
13.when we discuss our future although it sounds impossible at times.
14.how i long for your call
15.the way you scare the shit out of me when you say you got a whole in your heart.
16.when you've seen me at my worst and still love me
17.when you always try to annoy me but failed.
18.when we play thumb wrestling
19.how you speak regardless of anything.
20.what you do when you want to steal other ppl's food.
21. when you eat like pig
22.when you call me a bitch
23.how you make me want you more with just a kiss.
24.how i long for you by my side every single night.
25.when you pretend to play the drum when you are listening to songs.
26.how you love me like no other
27.you agree to let me do the retarded things on you.
28.how you always tease me even when it ticks me off.
29.how you always snap at me when i make you upset.
30.you have the worst handwriting ,they look like ants.
31.how you have many facial expression
32.how you make me feel like i've never love before.
33.when you beg me to buy things for you
34.how you make me feel like i've never love someone so fucking much before.
35.how stupid of you to swallow the whole panadol without taking any water and later cough like hell
36.you patiently waited for me for 3 hours while i enjoy myself in the saloon dying my hair(and of course celestine)
37.you come very early in the morning just to take my mc to pass to vj and to see me when im sick.
38.the perfume you wear that always lures me to you.
39.how you can tolerate my bullshit.
40.how you make me not stay mad at you for long.
41.when we go through up and down together.
42.how you can fall down everytime in the weirdest way.
43.how you make me worried when you are talking to me when you are cycling. im so scared that some car will hit you when you're talking.
44.some people had done things for me that touches my heart,but you can do way better than them.
45.when you say you want to slap me because my cheeks are so chubby.
46.because you are hairy at your legs.i like it althought other might find it disgusting.
47.that glorified feeling of holding your hands.
48.when i know i can never find another like you, just for me.
49.you never worn any briefs with faded colour like other guys.i think and assume.
50.when i know i can never put so much love into someone else anymore.
51.the amount of freedom you give me, i doubt any bf can give.
52.the fact that i know my patience will never run out on you.although you irritate me at times.
53.how we survive through the relationship without fighting
54.the fact that i will do anything, anything just for you.exp for sex.im sorry
55.how you look when you get mad.
56.when you speak chinese.
57.the way you say: no,you shut up. when i laugh at the things you say wrongly.
58.the way you pinch me
59.how i am never sick of hearing you say "i love you"
60. how you try to wake me up when im sleeping.
61.how you blabber shit when i call you when you are asleep.
62.the way you hold me tight
63.how you play with my fingers exactly like a perv.
64.when you cook instant noodles for me.
65.how willing i am to go the extra mile for you
66.the fact that you cried before me when we broke up last time.
67.how i miss you even when i'm with you.
68.they fact that you cant lose to any other guys even if they are better, and so what?
69.the way you shout at me sometimes
70.how you defend yourself when i say you got a big butt.
71.when you rmb how i want the eggs to be in my instant noodle
72.because you are so lovable when you get jealous
73.how i just look at you patiently hoping for you to wake up soon
74.how you make me excited each time we go out.
75.how you stop me from eating tooooo much
76.how you look when i ask you to shut up and stop singing.
78.the fact that i know you love me even without saying the words
79.the fact that we saw how horrible our hair looked in sec one.
80.the fact that we always insult each other during sec 1 and 2 on msn.
81.how you're willing to forgive me when i've something so unforgivable
82.how you react when i make you names last time.
83.how you respond when celestine and me labelled you and jinkai as gay couple.
84.what you say when i always ask you to stead with angel.
85.how you react when i said angel wore the bikini in sec and and showed off her tits to you.
86.when you say"you cannnot" when i say i dun love you.
87.because just the sound of your voice,it makes me melt.
88.i cant see me loving nobody but you, for all my life (taken from HAPPY TOGETHER lyrics)
89.because with you around,i feel that im empowered by adrenaline
90.because you are my favourite drug.
91.how you defend inuit everytime i say i love scooby more.
92.because no other guys can stand up next to you
93.how you help me to food that i cant finish and always say"you cannot waste food" i think you are just plain hungry.
94.i treasure and love the time we spent together.
95.how you make fun of ppl everytime and make me laugh.
96.because you are wiling to sing any songs over the phone for me
97.the fact that you always send me the sweetest good night msgs
98.because without you is something i could nvr do(well celestine also)
99.the fact that you always make me feel secure and loved.
100.and lastly,the fact that you are who you are, jerome chiam.

TAADAAA IM DONE(:
im so proud of myself.
time to revise my chem.
bye people(:

2008-02-11T17:58:00.000+08:00

BYE NEW YEAR.
not officially but end of our cny school break.

at one point of time we were shopping like mad for new year clothings and
snap.
bye new year.

okay the amount of money i collected this year is pretty positive
and this is why we all love cny(:
all we have to say is HAPPY NEW YEAR,give 2 oranges,
and then money walks into our pocket.
this year's cny is really boring because mummy went to Japan.
that lucky old hag,she still brag that its snowing and ask us not to be too jealous.
well,i hope she enjoys herself there.

first day of sch aft cny is really bad.
i forgot to bring thermometer,and vj is pissing mad.
we came down for morning assembly,and aft we sat down for 5sec,
they told us the assembly will commence in the class.
I THINK THE SCH THINKS THAT IT IS REAL FUN TO SEE US WALK UP AND DOWN LIKE FOOLS.
i was irritated and tired.
during miss soh's lesson everyone was dozing off.
i bet some of us even slept and dreamt.
and then PE have to rub in and make it worst.
but thank god todays aep starts at 2pm.
really thank god.
so that i can end early and eat sakae sushi with celestine.
(:
thats abt today.

going jurong island tmr and im not really looking foward to it.

this is random,
but i love my boyfriend very very much although he is very much of a sucker/dork/ego bastard.
i love you,
i really do.

alright gotta TRY to my history essay.
yes, TRY.

i dislike you.
sometimes you try to make someone else's business yours.
well,
go to hell.

2008-02-02T12:59:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD.
I MISSED SO MANY DAYS OF SCH.

Ii had some kind of diarrhoea that couldnt stop.
i shit like no tmr and for that i lost 1 kg.
BLESSING IN DISGUISE.
yes it is.
i thought ill nvr be 49 again.haha

ive been feeling like the world is crashing on me.
i got so many things to worry abt.
if im able to catch up with sch work,
if i can stop shitting for awhile,
if jerome can stop being a fucking asshole.

its so funny to see someone can change so much into another person.
he treats you like bullshit and he says he still love you.
he forgets to call and all and when i ask why,he say he is stress.
i dun see how stress can make you forget to call and all.
you forget everything abt me but you remember every guy that are going to sleep over at your house.
you are such a fucking lousy faggot.
one day i shall just tell you that im so stress that i forgot i have a boyfriend.
STUPID CUNT FACE.

oh yes, something to be happy about.
i saw paramore's live performance on MTV.
they are really gd(:

2008-01-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

im bored.ill post again.

YOUR LOVE ALWAYS TASTE LIKE ICE CREAM.
BUT NO.NOT NOW,ANYMORE.

okay i must get seventeen mag tmr.
bye bye 3 bucks.

2008-01-18T21:16:00.000+08:00

SEIZE THE DAY.

oh well finally im blogging aft so long.
so erm, sch....
IT FUCKING SUCKS.
AEP, AEP, AEP.
NETBALL MATCH, NETBALL MATCH, NETBALL MATCH.
life is pretty hectic.
and i haven spend time with jerome yet.
but its okay i dun really give a dman since he is so engross with dota.
and amaths test is like WTF OKAY I LEAVE BLANK,SKIP TO THE NEXT QN.
so its unlikely that ill pass.

todays aep was great(:
no mdm ng(:
i hope mdm ng dun come on every fri.

CELESTINE IS SO CUTE(:

when every one is doing the homework for today, she was doing the homework for the past 2 weeks.

HAHA.

okay im so in love with seize the day.
the lyrics espcially.
i can put it on repeat for 100 times.

seize the day-avenge sevenfold.

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a whileI can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry(a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry(a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time
You lostIt's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to seeI beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time
You lostIt's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day).

GOING OUT WITH CELESTINE TMR(:

2008-01-06T12:01:00.000+08:00

okay, like FINALLY im done with my essays.
and now im freaking tired.
went out early in the morning.
brought chantel to her school in united square.
she went for I CAN READ and speech and drama class.
i pity her yeah,shes only plus and she have to go for so many shit.
when i was, i guess i was still running around like kampong kids.
but i attended ballet lessons before, WHAT THE FUCK.
while waiting for her i went shopping and all.
AND PLEASE. DONUT FACTORY'S DOUBLE CHOCOLATE IS DAMN GOOD(:
after her lessons i brought her around, eat and play.
i played the mario games in her DS.its very fun(:
went home around 8 plus.
wanted to ask jerome if he still can go for a movie but he's playing pool alr.
so i slacked for awhile and then met timothy.
catch up a little and chat about like everything.
and then went home around 11 plus and start doing my essays.

the old song keeps playing in my head.

2008-01-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR(:

i was very lazy to post so ya...

school is starting tmr.
im so dead,im not prepared with homework not done.
i cant face the world with my ugly hair also.
oh well,
but at least im contented with shopping today.
2 new bags.
WHOOHOO.
thats the best part of sch reopening.
you get new bags.

IM OFF(:

ITS TIME TO PUT ON OUR UGLY SHIT UNIFORM AND GO BACK TO HELL.

2007-12-25T11:55:00.000+08:00

FUCK. MY WAY BACK HOME AT NIGHT WENT TERRIBLY WRONG.I SHOULDNT HAVE LEFT MY GRAND'S HOUSE EARLIER ALONE.

FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK

2007-12-14T15:43:00.000+08:00

HALLELUJAH!(:

im back finally.
and i just woke up,
and its 3pm now.
YAY! i get to sleep so much(:
no morning calls anymore.

well,the trip was really fruitful because i came back with no money left(:
bought alot of things for myself and some xmas gift.
the things over there are so cheap please.
the leggings are only like 4 bucks?!
and so i bought clothings and stuffs like a mad bitch(:
went to some tourist attraction,
some of them were very boring so i just stayed on the bus and play with little kids.
Eg. the MUSEUM.like who the fuck is interested.
and we went to this place where they sell deer foetus.
THATS THE WORST PLACE OKAY..
they grind it into powder and say if you eat it it will benefit your respiratory system.
WHAT THE FUCK.
ill post the photos up asap.

im not in the mood to post.
so ya,im off.

someone please update me with SEA games

2007-12-09T07:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO PPL!(:
IM NOW BLOGGGING IN TAIWAN!
I MIS YOU GUYS SO MUCH.
XOXO

2007-12-05T13:38:00.000+08:00

IS ANYONE GOING TO UNITED SQUARE TO WATCH DORA?
im gonna miss it.fuck.

2007-12-05T11:57:00.000+08:00

(:

alright.
yesterday i went to sentosa with jerome(:
YAY!(: haha
oh we went to insect kingdom.
now jerome owes me 10 bucks for asking me to go to that place.
we walked from palawan to siloso beach doing nothing.
slacked and eat and eat and eat.
we saw one very fat girl wearing bikini,EWWW.
saw alot of dumb things.
in the end we went to tann ourselves.
that fucking dumbshit,told me stand on the sand of the shady spott and said:
THE SAND FEELS SO NICE.
as soon as i stand there,red ants crawled up my feet and bit me.
VERY NICE INDEED.
aft awhile we bathed and went to eat AGAIN.
took a bus home aft that.
i had such a nice day with him(:
but both of us will be away soon):

THE SUNBURNS ARE KILLING ME.

2007-12-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

NO MORE CAMPS.THK GOD FOR THAT.

life's hectic and boring.
netball camp is over and done with.
the camp is screwed and fucked up.

okay.
1.i lost my handphone
2.it took 2 hr plus to get the charcoal burning
3.ppl leave as and when they like for tiny reasons.( no offence)
4.police came 2 times
5.my friends are in trouble.
6.i miss jerome so much.

HOWEVER.
i had alot of fun in sentosa with some of the juniors(:

i cant believe im flying to taiwan in 3.5 days time.
jerome is flying off too in 4.5 days time to beijing.
lucky bastard get to fly in A380.

money flew away again.
i bought a new phone.
i hope the one who stole my phone grow piles on his/her ass.

bye world.

2007-11-28T16:46:00.000+08:00

LETHARGIC.

okay ccac camp is over.
everything went pretty well except for gala night,umbrella dance was shit.
i love my teammates(:
SURPRISINGLY,our team manage to clinch 3rd with celestine as permanent IC.
haha stupid.
i didnt expect our team to get 3rd yo,
well but they really worked together very well esp during the telematch(:
i was so happy!haha
well i manage to bond with some other ldrs from sec 4 also,
like ameen and alfi.
haha we played monopoly late at night until 3am
like fuck,i actually went into jail for freaking 6 times in like 2 hours or something
well some sad stuffs happened,i shouldnt elaborate more.
& THANK YOU BOON ZHONG,ZHILER,YI MIAO FOR BUYING MY GRP'S SYRUP DRINK.

I HAD FUN OVERALL.
netball camp in 2 days.
shit.

I LOVE PARAMORE(:

2007-11-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

WHEN YOU'RE UNLUCKY ALL THE SHIT HAPPENINGS COMES TO YOU.

1. i got a tooth extracted.shit.80 bucks flew away.

2.i am too free that i got sooooo bored and feel like dying.

3.my com is down.i can only use the old com.

4.camps are coming up.i haven packed or prepare.

5.dental appt clashes with training fucking 2 times.

GOOD THINGS.
1.im meeting weah later to take some stuffs.i miss her so many!(:

2.im babysitting at my granny house at $10/hr and i alr earned $120 bucks in 2 days(: no need to sell ice-cream alr.

WAHAHAHA IM RICH FINALLY.
LONGCHAMP BAG HERE I COME(:

2007-11-20T11:10:00.000+08:00

okay nothing much happened.

went to work last night.
AT BEDOK.
fucking nice plan.
i worked with celestine so it was quite okay(:
just that there were alot of cats hidding and they scared us pretty much.
we went to many blocks and only sold 7.
DAMN POPPYCOCK.
i was damn tired and then jerome had to rub in by saying we earned and sold very little
but can you even earn 17.50 in 3 hours?!
you should shut up if you cant.
at that moment i feel like shoving one whole big durian into his mouth.
sometimes i wonder why i like him,stupid.

i wasted my weekends
went out with jerome but it doesnt feel right at all.
shit.

okay im off!(:
gonna watch dora with deladine.

2007-11-14T22:27:00.000+08:00

FUCK YOU,ASSHOLE.

okay i went to sch today.
which was stupid.
it was raining,i cant be bothered to open my umbrella.
pasted a plaster over my piercing again.
its really uncomfortable.
school is so boring,nothing much happened.

everytime i see you,i hate you.
you bastard,kept me waiting for one whole fucking night thinking you would really call me.
this is not the first time.
i hate you,get lost.

2007-11-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

alright finally im blogging.
well,this week,
erm....

i :
opted out of the school team,my dad dun allow me to play and also ill be missing alot of training,i dun want to bring the team down.

done my labret piercing.not as painful as expected.pasted a plaster over it so teachers wont see the stud.I TOLD THE TEACHERS AND SOME PPL THAT I FELL DOWN. surprisingly,THEY ACTUALLY BELIEVED IN THIS RIDICULOUS SHIT I MADE UP.
which i guess was good(:

am planning the netball camp.fuck.

may become the team manager for B division,well i dun mind.

cant wait for CCA LDR CAMP.

cant wait for taiwan trip.

cant wait for XMAS PARTY!(: gather with friends again!

am going to watch AIRLIFT tmr!(: its talking abt berlin airlift and cold war.yay!

I MISS MY PSP):

2007-11-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

HONOLULU(:

random name.

okay im so BORED now.
and i just thought of my future.
i dun exactly have any future.
now im just want to complete O's
go poly.
take up tourism or life science courses.
marry off to a rich guy if i can find.
spend his money away.
find a job for the sake of working so some money get into my CPF.
save the whole of my salary and use it to travel arnd the world
change job and scream at the boss as and when i like.
hopefully if im still in contact with CELESTINE ill shop with her everytime.
we will be visiting LV,GUESS,DIOR,FENDI,COACH,CHANEL,MIU MIU & many more boutique
then wheni have enough money saved,
ill move to new zealand,buy a piece of land.
own a farm,have some cows and pigs.
although im scared.
well...nvm.
my dad went there and told me the ppl there are very relaxed.
the couples have breakfast in the cold morning outside their land watching their sheeps(:
aww...i like.
then ill die there.
THE END.

okay its pretty boring maybr ill think of something more exciting tmr during
MDM NG'S MATHS LESSON(:

i dun wanna go sch tmr.
but theres training,
its gonna make my big blister worst.
maybe another bilster on my blister.
whatever im talking abt.

gd night world.

2007-11-02T07:58:00.000+08:00

fuck stomach flu.

for the past few days all i did was hardcore vomitting and diarrhoea.
AND MORE VOMITTING AND DIARRHOEA.
fever rubbed in and things got worst.
i felt so lousy.
i wanna die please.

i haven go to sch for 3 days already.
DIE.
i bet my homework will pile up like shit.

im bored.
seriously.

im gonna ask mummy to rent some gruesome and bloody show(:
i love to watch them. i dunno why
everytime i see blood flowing out,it makes me happy(:

staying at home and watching gruesome movie is much more better than
playing pool,
talking over the phone,
chatting over msn,
blogging.
and many more.

jerome came and acc me at home yst.
how sweet(:
he came back at night for my MC which i asked him to pass to my classmates the next day
but now he's sleeping like one pig at home.
WTH.

bye,
im off for my bloody gruesome show alr(:

2007-10-29T20:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN & JASPER.

jonathan you're 12 now.
pls be more mature.
get you're first girlfriend.
go for piercing like what mummy told you.
stop fighting with me.
give in to me everytime.
take good care of snowie.
snowie is god damn cute i swear.
well, happy birthday.

PLS WATCH OUT YOUR DIET.
YOU'RE GETTING FATTER AND FATTER.

ALRIGHT.
obviously sch sucked just as expected.
i have to rush my ass off cos i slept in the toilet for 20min.
wtf please.
then celestine & faith didnt come to sch so shihui came and crap.
WE CRAPPED LIKE DUNNO WHAT.
talk abt golden ratio,nose,laughed at weixuan,candice,wee hang.
hahahah shihui & weixuan are cuckoo-in-the-head.

training was pretty fine even though the gastric pain rubbed in.
my PMS made it worst.
i was feeling comfortable at all.

well,im suppose to do maths now but my fingers rolled all over the keyboard.
shit happenings
i guess ill have to do it tmr(:

BYE WORLD(:

2007-10-23T07:42:00.000+08:00

BUMMER!

my body ache like some fucking dong dong and now i have to do some shitty e learning.

E LEARNING IS THE LAMEST IDEA PLEASE.
THE PART WHICH WE DUN HAVE TO GO TO SCH SOUNDS GOOD.
BUT THE REST IS SHIT.
DO CHINESE AND MATHSS??!!
FUCK ME PLS ,I ALMOST SLEPT INFRONT OF THE COM.

yst training was good,fun overall(:
went to mac and talk about weird babies with pubic hair,armpit hair,pms and dick erecting.then at night i chat with timothy abt:
SEX,ORGASM,SEX,ORGASM,SEX,ORGASM.
damn sick yo.

aft doing my ace learning.
i bathed and went out to get my X ray done.
im damn scared.
my teeth look horrible.
im not prepared to get metals stuck with my teeth for years):

SORRY MELODY,I CANT GO OUT WITH YOU TODAY):

2007-10-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

FUCKED UP.

my results are real shit.
failed my physics,not very badly but still,i still FAIL.
AMATHS,worst.

i dunno what to say,i did maths sum and revised hard,
still my result are still like-dunno-what standard.
I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP.

okay i better stop posting abt me being sad or those shit
or else BIRD TONG CHAI will take my PSP away.
haha.
thank you BIRD for comforting me just now(:

when you are down you tell me i listen and love that i am there
where are you when I needed you?
when i tell you how i feel you don't try to understand why I feel this way
and think we see things differently.

i hope you can see that things are not going right for us.
if you cant,its okay.
ill salvage it myself.
i still love you,although you are being such an ass.

SHIT HAPPENINGS ARE STARTING AGAIN.

2007-10-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!(:

HAHAHAH HOHOHO HEHEHE LALALA BABABA(:

I BOUGHT A WHITE PSP SLIM TODAY(:

YOU ARE SUCH A P.Y.T(:

2007-10-05T14:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTINE(:
you're 15 now.officially(:

oh well, this year has been shit so far for both of us.
i lost a good friend,you lost a bf.
thats fucking shit.
IDK WHATS WRONG WITH THIS YEAR.

it has been such a joy to have known you these years. In these years...we've been through so much. But through all those many bad times, there are also many good times. We may have taken turns being real bitches, but we always got each other. we made new friends/enemies/acquintances and met weird ppl too. Yeah.and i never will forget our times.

LOVELOVE<3

I PROMISE ILL FAIL PHYSICS.
& WHEN MRS LEE/LI COMES BACK.
ILL STRANGLE HER BABY.

HER PAPER WAS DAMN HARD.

2 more paper to go.
and ill get my labret piercing(:

jerome,you are getting on my nerves.
whether if you are reading this or not.
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG.

2007-09-22T14:02:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAYS FEELING.

here i am,suppose to be studying but i cant.

my fingers just kept rolling on the keyboard.

went to faith's house to bake cupcakes!(:

love it<3
just that the frosting is too fucking sweet.

went to meet atikah they all.

we laughed aft BLACK OLIVES.

they look like guy's balls.

atikah ate one,she gave some orgasmic face.

haha imagine yourself giving orgasm licking black balls.

IMMA KILL MYSELF.

aft which we went to meet robin,boonzhong,soonlai and some little girls.

TO PLAY CANDLES AND FIREWORKS(:

robin's sister filrted filtaciously with soon lai.
haha everything was damn fun la.

chuan kai came later but we managed to bitch for awhile.

unlike jerome chiam tao rong.totally sickening.

he went to press doorbells again.

okay my mum asked me to decide on 1 of the 3 piercings below:

NAPE PIERCING.

LABRET PIERCING

SNAKEBITE PIERCING.

i dunno what to choose.

2007-09-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

RANDOM POST.

school's great today.
it was damn stupid la.
during physics practical(:

im chatting with timothy abt sex and orgasm now.
haha random.

2007-09-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

MONDAY BLUES NO MORE(:

today was great overall.
i think(:

I LOVE JEROME CHAM TAO RONG<3

AND OF COURSE CELESTINE(:

I HOPE THEY WILL GET BETTER IF NOT ILL BE STUCK IN BETWEEN):

all the ppl are getting fucked up nowadays.
shit happenings.

INDIAN ROJAK IS NICE.
thk you BOHBOH for introducing it to me(:

2007-09-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

IM HAPPY(:

i bought a new roxy wallet and a roxy mp3 holder.

AGAIN IM LEFT WITH NO KA-CHINGS.

super fucked up.

i need to learn to make cupcakes real fast.GOSH
I DUN THINK I CAN DO IT MELLY ):

2007-09-08T21:48:00.001+08:00

oh ya im gonna sell stuff.

PULL AND BEAR yellow tube top.$8

TOPSHOP electric blue ribbed vest.$20
bought it at $29
TOPSHOP necklace.$10
bought it at $19

I NEED MONEY DESPERATELY.

i got genuine BILLABONG tops for guys which is sold much more cheaper than outside.
you can go and compare.
THEY ARE BRAND NEW.
OBVIOUSLY I DUN WEAR THEM.

friends will get it at a cheaper price.

2007-09-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY(:

tuition today.
studied more chem.
bought elmo soft toy.
went out with deladine(:

JEROME BOUGHT ME AN AVRIL POSTER.
WHEE HE KICK ASS(:

I NVR DO MY HOMEWORK.
SHITHEAD.

2007-09-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

HAIRSPRAY IS THE BOMB.

the show is bloody nice okay((:
LOVE IT<3

todays lesson was quite alright with celestine(:
aft that went to vivo with jerome(:
watched hairspray.
ZAC IS HOT LIKE DUNNO WHAT.
met MELLY aft that.
she damn funny la.
getting high over a vest(:
SHE IS SOOO THIN LA.DAMN IDIOT.

gonna start doing my formula card tmr.
YUCK.

2007-09-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

OLA LOLAH(:

i finished revising PHYSICS,GEOGRAPHY,HALF OF SS,HALF OF CHEMISTRY.
though i dozed off a few times. OPPS.

I JUST REALISED MUGGING IS REALLY GOOD.
IM TURNING INTO A NERD NOW.
I HARDLY HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS.
LOVE THE BOOKS,YES?(:

shiiieeet,im running out of money la.
and i still spend alot.
i kept complaining i got no money but im still buying stuff that i alr have.
i just spent my precious 15 bucks on osis+ matt gum.
YOU CAN SHOOT ME NOW.
i alr got 4 hair wax or clay. some not used.
AND THE WORST PART.
im still buying.

BUY THE VEST OR NOT?
GO FOR FFAF GIG OR NOT?
GET THE HOT PENCIL CASE FROM BORDERS OR NOT?

tuition was great that day.
at least i understand better than in class.
MDM NG CAN GO TO HELL WITH HER CHAR KUEY TIAO.

BYE WORLD.

2007-09-05T11:26:00.000+08:00

MONEY PLEEASE(:

BYE FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND GIG.

HELLO TO TOPSHOP VEST.
the vest that me and melody are dying for.

thinking of giving up that gig...well im feeling abit fucked to do that.
cause CARACAL AND ASTRONINJA will be there too):

these few days were fine.
jerome went to the army open house with my family.
my parents asked him to tag along.
deladine was there. SUPER HIGH AND HAPPY TO SEE JEROME(:
SHE HELD JEROME'S HAND UNDER THE RAIN.awwww...
went to vivo for dinner and then shop again.
my family went back home first and i acc jerome to buy stuff with his dad.
reached home around 10.

I FARKING MISS WEAAH

I WANT TO GO OUT WITH CELESTINE PLEASE(:

2007-09-01T14:31:00.000+08:00

I WANT SHOPPING WITH CELESTINE.
NOW.

PLEASE GET WELL SOON CLUMSY WOMAN(:

2007-08-31T17:45:00.000+08:00

IM HATING YOU NOW.
i didnt know you are such a dick.
go, smell my grandma's underwear.
GET LOST.

I MISS CELESTINE.
I MISS CELESTINE.
I MISS CELESTINE.
sch without her makes me wanna die
no one to bitch with and all.
somemore holiday also cannot go shopping.
SHIT HAPPENINGS

okay im gonna do what im asked to.

Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post there rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged and to read your blog 8 random facts about VIVIEN CHAN.W.E(sorry my chi name is SERIOUSLY too cheena).

Number1. I LOVELOVE HAIRY GUYS.IF YOU ARE NOT HAIRY,YOU ARE SAVED

Number2. THERE ARE SCARS ON MY TOES.CELESTINE,WHAT DO YOU SAY?

Number3. IM A SADDIST.I DROWN ANTS TO THEIR DEATH

Number4. SOMETIMES I WISH IM A INDIAN.SO I DUN HAVE TO SWEAT LIKE SHIT TO TANN MYSELF(:

Number5. I SKIP MEALS TO BE THIN.BUT IT TURNED OUT THAT I EAT MORE COS IM TOO HUNGRY.

Number6.IM SATISFIED WITH THE SIZE OF MY BOOBS.

Number7. I HOPING THAT CELESTINE COULD WALK SOON<3

Number8. I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND ALTHOUGH HE IS AS IRRITATING AS A LIZARD AT TIMES.

THE 8 PPL THAT SHOULD DO THIS.
1. I DUNNO
2.I DUNNO
3.I DUNNO
4.I DUNNO
5.I DUNNO
6.I DUNNO
7.I DUNNO
8.I DUNNO.

my headache hurts like ABCDEFG.
tuition cancelled because of that.
YEAH(:

MR VJ DANCE LIKE A RAT ON ROLLER BLADES.
EEEWWW.

2007-08-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

BLESSED WOMAN.
WELL AT LEAST FOR TODAY(:

spa was splendid<3

i bought my adidas watch<3

i bought new havaianas<3

i bought blackhead remover and mask from skinfood<3

im super high now.
im fucking happy now(:

omg.
im having lunch with jerome and his dad tmr.
DIE.
I DUN FEEL LIKE GOING AT ALL.
i bet its chicken rice.

i want shopping with CELESTINE.
i want shopping with MELODY.
i want to bob the back of my hair
prolly ill look like shit.
but i dont really care,i believing in trying different shit in life.
like drinking diluted bleach by accident last time.

im in need of a new wallet.

2007-08-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

I PASSED A MATHS.

that earned me a treat to a great spa at Haach
gonna go there with mummy.
we were drooling over it since we saw it in the SEVENTEEN mag.
haha.
<3

2007-08-20T18:29:00.000+08:00

MONDAY BLUES.
yeah like always.

first,mdm ng lesson.
she just cant stop acting cute and stop taking abt her CHAR KWAY TIAO THEORY.
we would very much appreciate if she could just shut up.
second, miss sohs' lesson.
just look at her face lah.
it explains everything.
SCHOOL SUCKS.

went to watch fireworks with my dearest asshole last saturday(:
i was DAMN FREAKING TIRED x999999991
waited for his dad to give us a ride home.
by then both of us were alr half dead and slept like pigs in the car.
reached home around 12 plus.
bathed and then SLEPT.
i had a wonderful time with him
LOVE YO<3

things i wanna do this year:
have a great birthday celebration with estee.
have a great birthday celebration with celestine.
have a great birthday celebration with my dearest asshole
cut my hair at LE SALON.well maybe.(it'll cost a bomb)
go for a spa,facial and manicure with celestine right aft exams.
go vietnam with 3/8.
go overseas with my family this year.
gathering with old friends.
attend a crazy christmas party with theme this year.
go for rock for wayne gig.
go for vacant affair gig.
go for my much awaited wakeboarding lesson.last time i went was at the starting of the year.
monroe or labret piercing.
paul frank watch.
open a online shop with someone.if possible.

IM OFF.

to watch some chi army show.
mummy will do facial for me and help me with my skinfood mask.
my facial complexion is damn screwed alr.cannot stand it.
watching 200 pound beauty later too.

SORRY MDM NG.
YOUR HOMEWORK WAS NOT TOUCHED AT ALL.

BYE WORLD.

2007-08-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

AMATHS TEST TMR.
IM SURE ILL BOMB IT.
I HATE MATHS.

OMG.
ppl who spam bessie's blog are all cheena baobeiis okay.
spam also want to type until like very cute.
WALK WALK and all.
fuck to hell.
whats your problem?!
you guys are such fucking little noseys.
does other ppl's ass concern you?.
i bet yours have some rashes due to the poor quality of your panties.
why do you guys have to spam in the first place?
is bessie too close for comfort?
well i guess bessie is better
thats why all of you are uncomfortable and think that shes bothering your friend and her bf.
YOU GUYS ARE SOME SMELLY PUSSY.

shit i think im too agitated
okay.whatever.
im off to study.

2007-08-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

DEAD.

i feel like shit now.

i think im going to die of my sudden flu or something.

yeah,

todays celebration was like some fuck la.

cheapskate helicopter + lousy sing along.

what else can you say.

went to samanthas' house to do history project.

by then im alr half dead.

now im chatting with ATIKAH!

laughing so hard infront of the com like idiot(:i miss her like shit la.

i need to see her soon.

I LOVE YOU(:

happy birthday! in advance.

things i wanna do:

buy tees like this

GET MONROE AND LABRET PIERCING.

like hers.

my mum said its pretty cool(:

that means i could get it.

so far i only pierced my helix.

sadded.

okay im off.

i dun need someone who cant be at my side when i need most my dear.

bye world(:

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!(: * screams

2007-08-05T11:34:00.000+08:00

whoopeededoo(:

yesterday was dahbomb larh.

my hair made me look like dora the explorer now.

coolshieet.

went to bugis with celestine,kaiying and xinying(:

took photos like some freak.

our phone almost burnt.

i really enjoyed my day with them.

my day with jerome was like shit la.

i would rather sleep at home

suppose to meet at four at bugis.

then i called him arnd 4 plus he was waiting for the bus at bukit timah aft playing pool.

VERY GOOD.

in the end i meet him at 6.

reached vivo at 6 plus then arnd 8 we gotta rush to orchard.

he say he wanted to meet his dad.

so we went there then my mum called she asked me to join her for supper.

i rushed home.

and he went to meet his dad.

he said he bought a top for me for 50 bucks or something.

but in the end his dad paid for it.

SO MUCH FOR BUYING FOR ME HUR.

anyway thanks uncle(:

the worst part of the day.

i haven got anything.

I FEEL LIKE TWISTING JEROMES' HEAD OFF.

2007-08-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

BORED.

just chatted with boon zhong.
hes a damn nice friend(:

i wanna:
send estee and zhi ler off to INDIA.
go for ROCK FOR WAYNE gig.
go for VACANT AFFAIR gig.
burst my eye bags.

goodnight world(:

2007-08-03T21:23:00.000+08:00

IM GONNA GET BANGS(:
im not sure if its good or what.
at least i dun have to eat fish eyeballs.

coach got fucked up today.
training ended earlier.
met jerome and then i went over to granny's house.
her cooking skills.
ROCKS SHIIEET.

went home to bathe and then went to lot 1.
i met jeremy there!(:
i haven seen him in a million years.
he is still shorter than me(:
haha.

oh and todays' soccer lesson was COOLSHIIET.
with linette.
hahaha. i think we bonded well(:
i love the class<3

2007-08-02T19:00:00.000+08:00

I DUN WANNA LOSE THAT BET.
consequences:
STRAIGHT FRINGE
EAT A COOKED FISH EYEBALL.
if my cousin loses she have eat a plate of green peas with rice.
hers isnt any better.
if i get higher than C5.
ill die.

celestine and faith didnt come to sch today.
sch was still quite okay.
ILL BOMB MY FREAKING CHEM TEST.

aft the sch i went to the home with joel and vj.
the old ppl there are damn poor thing.
felt sad for them.
the class will be going on the 16th.
its gonna be meaningful ppl.
pls put your heart into it(:

VJ dropped joel and me in sch.
then i went to jerome's house and slack(:
hes damn retarded.
haha.

chem practical with candice today
reminds me of the good old times we had last year.
i really miss it.

some girl in my sch love to show off her titties.
GRR!

2007-08-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

CHEMISTRY KILLS.

okay.
ive completed my fucking chem notes.
pray to god tat it will be a breeze,well just let me pass.

today was great.
talked to celestine(:
it was nice as usual.
talking abt guys and laughing at them.
somehow shes the only one i can pour my heart to.
except for mummy.
abt boyfriend stuff,they know the best.

celestine and faith not gonna got o sch.
but i think i have to go.
i alr studied.
i dun wanna waste my effort.
and i need to go to tthe old folks home for awhile.
SHIT HAPPENINGS.

oh and...
i think EMOVIXEN has a puny brain.
if you are his gf,
you should be a eurasian.
our country are so many hours in difference.
you tagged at 5 plus.
which is damn early in the morning in your country?!
come on la.
spam smarter.
EMOVIXEN is some fuckhead nickname.
it sounds like it is created by a spastic dick.
opps.
sorry.
even if he is your bf.
fine.
saying that he is hot is a compliment.
but its a sad thing that he has a gf like you.
i just changed my bloglink.
strangers couldnt get it.
unless you are a fucking little nosey.

EMOVIXEN IS A LOUSY SPAMMER.

goodnight everyone.

2007-07-30T18:28:00.000+08:00

TIRED.

i slept so much during geography lesson today.
and i thought i didnt have my textbook but aft sch,
robin found it in his locker.
WOW.GREAT.

celestine seemed to be emo today.
or rather this morning.
i was damn scared la.
o well,but aft awhile we started crapping.
life isnt that bad with her.
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING WITH HER(:

aft school celestine went to watched movie.
i bet she had lots of fun with kai ying and all(:
aahahah.
so i went to jerome house.
it was drizzling and when i was walking half way,
he called and said: EH COME BACK TO SCH GO TO MY CLASS.I DOING MATHS.
i was all pissed up.
the worst part was he was left with one mroe question and we left in less than 5min.
VERY GOOD JEROME.
ILL SLAP YOU.
i had lunch at his house and
when i was eating halfway,
he shouted: I GOT AN GREAT IDEA!
i said: what?
he said EXCITEDLY: those ppl who cant afford a condo can buy 2 HDB then hack the walls to combine into one.
haha.
he was damn stupid and random la.
so many ppl are doing it alr la.pleeasse.
I THINK HIS HUMAN REACTION TIME IS 1 DECADE.

okay i dun want NUM bag anymore.
BILLABONG will do.
im not choosy.
as long as i get to buy a new bag twice a year.

DADDY JUST CALLLED.
im damn happy.
i miss him like poo.
THE CONVERSATION WAS RETARDED.
i asked: DADDY! did you get my bikini?
he said: it seems that you didnt grow any smarter even when im gone.HELLO MY DEAR DAUGHTER,its winter here.
which shop will sell bikini?!

RAH!!!
damn stupid larh.

okay i think thats all.
goodnight world.
love yo(:

2007-07-28T21:46:00.000+08:00

BYE,DADDYKIN(:
you better get me something nice there.

talk with mummy just now.
i felt better.
IGNORE THE ONES WHO HACK CARE YOU.
LOVE THE ONES THATS AROUND YOU.
shes kinda enlighten me.

sent daddy to the airport.
his car was playing ONLY ONE by YELLOWCARD.
it brought back the good memories i had before 15.

ive been thinking of what i wanna buy this year.
theres alot.

1. paul frank watch.
2. NUM slippers.
3. NUM bag.
3. rip curl wallet.
4. red skinnies.
5. tops from TOPSHOP.
6. tops from FOREVER21
7. shirtdress from GAP.
8. new phone.

i think thats it.

oh ya,
everyone...
this is the guy ill be marrying in a few years down the road.
we will be making the cutest babies(:
EMO BOYS ARE ALWAYS SO CUTE.
but they love to french kiss guys.
dun worry ill make sure mine wont.
HE ONLY KISS ME.
sorry jerome.
hahaha.
enough of bullshit.

BUT EMO BOYS ARE REALLY THE SEX.
LOOK AT THEIR FACE.
HOTNESS.

bye world.
love yo<3

2007-07-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

IM SO BORED NOW.
SO BORED THAT I DUN MIND MAKING A LESBIAN SEX VIDEO.
WITH SAM BITCH.
i miss her.

WE NEED TO TALK.

2007-07-27T21:54:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE.DAHBOMB WEEK(:

the tits week is over!
im damn happy now!(:

school was pretty okay.
homework,ms soh's bloody voice,
mdm ng's HOMEJOY and CHAR KUEH TIAO,
mdm mok's funny face, mr VJ's lame shit jokes.
seeing faith falling asleep in school,rotting in MT class cause im a loner.
these spells SCHOOL.
im nerdy
i got no life.
i try to impress ppl with soon lai by tying knots with him(:
fuck.
but it was addictive.
the string thing.

we were scolded by ms kom during training.
yeah,the sec 3's were pretty fucked.
we have to be more dedicated to netball.
story with weaah.
played the VERY MUCH MISSED ball game with nb4(:
passes with candice were great although
she kept aiming at my boobs and all.

well daddy is going to NZ tmr):
ill miss you over here.
no more free rides to sch.
no one saying that my hair looks like his helmet that he uses in camp.
FOR TWO WEEKS.
shit la.

we've drifted damn far.
ya maybe its like what ppl said.
some of my friends didnt bother abt me.
then why should i go emo over such friendship things?

dun tell me things will work out for me too.
i dun need your pity.i hate your pity.

ALESANA IS THE HOT SEX.

2007-07-18T17:50:00.000+08:00

MUGG SHIT.
the bomb week is coming again.
next week.
hit the notes!

i changed my bloglink.
cause someone hopped to my blog and told me her toes are laughing.
what the hell.
i wont entertain her like last time.
its a waste my time totally.
bloody bitch.

suppose to go to town for shopping.
my mum asked me to go when she give me more money.
so ya...
i didnt go but i hope celestine had a great time over there.
(:

sch was fine today.
not too bad.
we changed seats.
same partner,faith but with another wei xuan now.
haha.
poor wei xuan.
he was asked for donations from faith right away.
i bet he must be thinking that he is damn unlucky to sit with us.
sent backside home after sch
cause he was sick.

DEAREST LOVE I HOPE THIS MESSAGE FINDS YOU WELL,

well although you are annoying at times but ill still love you.
annoying like: poking my leg,messing with my hair.stepping on my toes, pinching my face
and always asking me to wait for you.
FOR EVERYTHING.
that makes me feel like punching you for god sake.
but i shall be tolerant.
haha.
muchlove<3

today is the 18th.
does it remind you of something?

2007-07-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

ALCOHOL LOVE.
the bottle of JACOB'S CREEK uncle keith gave me was superb.
11.5% of alcohol.
but still not really sober.
im getting better!
WHOOHOO(:

mr Vj is a freak okay.
he come can find fault with us.
we did tried to keep the class back.
but many of them got stuff going on and all.
so is that our problem?
RAH!!!!!!!

i watched when you're gone video.
its damn sad.
i cried like shit.
the old man really made me cry alot.
):

AC NG.
THAT STUPID BROKEN NECK WOMEN.
ONLY KNOWS HOW TO ATTITUDE US LA.
BITCH.

2007-07-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

HARRY ROCKS.

okay maybe not too much in his looks.
BUT the show was really a BOMB.
CCCOOOOLLLSHHHIEEETT.
except the part when he kissed CHO CHANG.
it breaks the hearts of many.
THAT LUCKY BITCH.
malfoy,george,fred,ron and longbottom
are getting hotter(:

UMBRIDGE IS A NUTBALL.

went for training today.
it wasnt too bad.
celestine fell.
haha.
" I VERY LONG NVR FALL DOWN ALR"
hahahahahaha.
dumb girl.
JME walked me to the mrt station and i met my mum and bro
for FRIDAY NIGHT MOVIES.
(:

im high over harry and gang now.
damn high.
you can give me a fucking tight slap of your life
and ill still be laughing.
haha.

cca ldr meeting = insufficient sleep on sat morning.
FUCK.

2007-07-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

AMATHS TEST TMR.

you better pass it vivien.
dun be so pathetic.
you studied this time.
im dman nervous about tmr's test.
I THINK IM GONNA PEE IN MY PANTS TMR.

haha,we are such a joke.
so what if we are friends again.
it doesnt have any difference .
we arent talking.
ha.stupid.
we've drifted apart.
we dunno where we are.
now its even difficult to look into your eyes and talk to you.
drift,patch back.
again and the again.
WTH IS THIS JARED?
im tired and sick.
im out of this.
i dun even know who you are now.

CELESTINE NOT GOING SCH TMR.
* SCREAMS LIKE A BITCH
DARN IT LARH.
TMR IS GONNA BE A DRAG.

okay,good night world(:

2007-07-08T21:22:00.000+08:00

COOLSHIT.

im getting insane.
but im loving it.

i pierced my lips on my own.
*SCREAMS AND JUMP LIKE A BITCH.
did it on the friday night.it hurts pretty badly.
but o well,i manage to pull through(:

1) BOIL NEEDLE AND THONGS.
2) CLEAN THEM WITH ALCOHOL.
3)USE A MARKER TO MARK THE POINT YOU WANT IT TO BE PIERCED.
4) USE A THONG TO PULL YOUR LIP.PRESS IT TIGHTLY.
5)POKE THE NEEDLE THROUGH.
6)YOU GET: A HOLE,PAIN AND TEARS IN YOUR EYES.

unfortunately,i closed the hole cause theres sch tmr.
and it would be damn troublesome if im caught.
DAMN IT.
and my mum asked me to get the professionals to do it.
its too risky to do it on my own.
BLEH,heck it.

SS ESSAY NOT DONE.
slap me world.

I WANT NEW NUM SCANDALS.
ill save!
NO MORE MACS VIVIEN.

I LOVE JME(:

2007-07-08T10:26:00.000+08:00

CRAZY.

went out with my family yesterday,
and enjoyed SAM THE GREAT BITCH accompany.
i almost walked into the gents AGAIN.
but thk god sam pulled me out.
I SUGGEST THAT WE SHOULD HAVE BIGGER TOLIET SIGNS FOR THE BENEFIT OF PPL LIKE ME.

i was very fucked up by the 3 neibouring kid at deladine's house.
when we wanted to go down by the lift,
they kept pressing the button outside so we couldnt close the door.
it happened a few times.
and then i ran out and grabbed one of the boy's shirt and shouted
FUCK TO HELL.GAY BOY.
and then he ran off.
NUTBALLS.

my,
im missing JME
big time.
maybe im going to meet him later.
LOVELOVE(:

2007-07-06T21:05:00.000+08:00

UP AND DOWNS OF 15.
im starting to feel it.

FRIENDSHIP
erm messy.

HOMEWORK
not touched abit.
but theres a whole pile of it.
GOODNESS.

CONDUCT IN SCH
very bad.
indeed.
today was the third time i was caught.
because of my hair.
and now NAILS.
fuck.

HOLIDAYS ARE OVER.
HIT THE NOTES VIVIEN!
if not,
you're going down.

just chatted with BOON ZHONG.
he's indeed the BEST ONLINE CHATTER.

oh and of cause,
CELESTINE THE BOMB LARH.
SHE ROCKS PLENTY.
SHIT LARH.we're god damn lame okay...
i think we cannot be accepted by the society
IF we continue to behave like that.
haha

i saw my cousin at LOT 1.
and something embarassing happened.
i walked into the guy's toilet by accident and
actually asked the guy inside whether this was the guy's toilet
and before i could finish i went OH SHIT and ran out

'note: sam bitch stands and stones oblivious to everything.

ok.enough of that toilet thing.

I'm watching the 9pm show now and shit Xinhui,
she is such'a mean sister
Feeling sad for Xinyu.
Goodness.
I THINK IM EMOTIONAL.

JEROME IS MY GIRLFRIEND.
CELESTINE IS MY BOYFRIEND.
<3

2007-07-04T16:05:00.000+08:00

THROAT INFECTION.
sucks.

okay VJ is boiling my blood.
seriously.
he is such a RAT.
he cant stop screaming okay.
he can push all the blame to us la.
NUTBALL.
blame felicia and say that shes useless.
actually he is the one that is useless la.
he thinks that everything can be solved and duties can be planned easily.
DO IT YOURSELF THEN.
and he kept rushing me for the proposal.
i feel so sorry for JIM.
he was us picking up the newspapers and VJ just screamed at him.
okay he is too unreasonable.
I HOPE HIS DICK TURN TO PEANUT SIZE.

okay enough of VJ.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ONE!
3 YR OLD ALR!
I LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH.
ALTHOUGH WE LIKE THE SAME GUY.
ERR...HAHA.

muchlove(:

2007-06-30T14:46:00.000+08:00

JELLIED BELLIED.
i should stop adding pounds of fats.
burn them vivien!(:
and celestine you should too.
opps.

hanging out with celestine and jerome was damn retarded.
especially celestine and jerome.
dumb like what la.
celestine had some real retarded moments.

talking abt pri sch.
hahahahha.
-i roll my socks.i think it was damn cool.
-i fold my socks.neatly.
-im afraid to go toilet cause my friend said
there were ghost inside.
-i studied in a class with no door during P1.
-i was the class librarian.when the library was only a shelf
-i tied ponytails to sch.
-i puke on my friend.

same sch in p1
same sch from p2 to p6
same sec sch.
NOW SAME CLASS.
CCCOOOOLLSSHEET CELESTINE<3

JEROME THE DUMBASS/OSTRICH.
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR PERFORMANCE LATER.
<3

ALESANA IS THE SEX.

2007-06-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

CONFUSED.

okay im lost now.
i dunno what to do.
i haven talk to you for weeks.
and you seem to do well without me.
maybe its better for you.
i dun wish to create chaos in your life
AGAIN.
should i put down my ego-ness and talk to you?
i dunno.
maybe by doing this ill just ruin you.
and make your life miserable.
you are better without me.
even as friends.
GOD PLS ADVICE ME.

had some private talk with celestine these few days.
nice as usual.
we are being such bitch.
haha.
LOVELOVE<3

life is gettting harder.
school is a drag.
dear god please give me what i need
to go thru all these.
AMEN.

THK GOD FOR CELESTINE AND JEROME
THEY MADE ME LAUGH LIKE A SICK BITCH<3

2007-06-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

WELL, SCH STARTS TMR YEAH?
thats fuck.

went to the hospital today,
cos i fainted.
the doc said i nvr got enough rest.
indeed,all vexed up sbt the new zealand.
like calling up the high school and tell them im not going.

and rat ass.
i haven completed my eng wrksht.
well ill just copy that tmr.
as usual.
but i did my essay, 'HOW I MADE A DIFFERENCE'
ITS TOTAL BULLSHIT AND LIES.
although they stated it had to be a true account.

i saw the new time table.
it sucks pretty badly.
LIFE IS SMELLY.

went for some church thing with jerome.
talking about dreams.
inspiring it was.

TRUST YOUR DREAMS TO GOD.
HE WONT MAKE IT COME TRUE INSTANTLY
BUT HE WILL MAKE IT EASIER FOR YOU.

SCHOOL TIMETABLE IS BEING A BITCH.

2007-06-18T20:42:00.000+08:00

SHIT HAPPENINGS.

quarrelled with my mum cause:
- i cant go for training.
-i dont want to go NZ.

im not being a good girl recently.
thats bad.

im damn scared to leave.
SERIOUSLY.

well i better type tribute for my loved ones.
WELL JUST INCASE.

CELESTINE:
SHES DAH BOMB.seriously. you cant spell FUN without her. she is pretty,smart.just er ANYTHING-GOOD-YOU-CAN-NAME. shes been there for me for all these mighty years. she look like shes tough but shes a very emotional girl. HER BOYFRIEND WILL BE THE LUCKIEST. THOSE WHO MISSED HER ARE RAT SHIT FACE(: shes mad like me,crazy and bad times we had but shes still loved by me,alot. when you are sad, let the tears fall while they can. because its not going to last. let it all out because you'll feel better. you're not weak if you cry. BUT YOU'RE STRONG BECAUSE YOU HAVE THE COURAGE TO ADMIT THAT YOU'RE HURT! and that makes us human.but never forget that i'll be here to cath your tears. and turn them into smiles that make you uber beautiful! and don't you dare deny that fact. cause you're beautiful. and you're perfect. CAUSE GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES. hopefully i wont go. but if i did, i know you wont be bored, you got a big social circle so i dun have to worry(:
you wont be forgotten.i promise<3

i love you celestine.a special person with a throne in my heart.cause you're the ULTIMATE PRINCESS!

i sound like a lesbian BUT these are true confessions.
IDIOTS CAN SHUT UP.

CANDICE & ESTEE :
they are incredible babes. smart and everything. thanks for helping me out when i got problems with my studies. you guys are really GREAT(: i thank god for both of you. god allowed me to get into unity, take up netball and get into the same class to meet the smartest and most beautiful people(:
<3

NB4:
THEY ARE THE GREATEST. GOOD MEMORIES OF OURS WILL NVR BE FORGOTTEN. CHEERS<3

JEROME:
YOU MAY NOT SEE THIS BUT this is the guy who is always bullied and mocked by me but loved at the same time. he know me alot. so far he is the most retarded guy ive ever seen. hes really a nice guy. i LOVELOVE TO GO OUT WITH YOU AND CELESTINE(: ill miss all the laughters all of us had. you showed me how. you promised me you'd be around.i took your words and i believed. in everything you said to me.if someone said three years from now. you'd be long gone.i'd stand up and punch them out.cause they're all wrong.i swear.i often throw tantrum but you some how tolerated my nonesense.sorry for that. ill nvr forget the times during sec 1 when you are a big fringeless gay. 3 yrs ive known you. we've grown very much together. thks for everything<3

ZHILER:
the famous breast slapper. if im gone. no one will slap them anymore.shes fun loving,funny and smart. she dun have to study much but she can get mighty As. i got to know her last year but better this year.she loves to tickle my back with pens and steal my stuff away. class without her can go to hell. she really is a lovely friend<3

FAITH:
singing in class together was surely great, sleeping in class was great too. shes crappy like me thats why we are sitting together. thats why our results suck like each other's. haha. ive nvr regret knowing you.<3

okay this is for today.
more tmr.

sweet dreams ppl.

2007-06-16T16:59:00.000+08:00

FEVER.
back again.
damn.

i just got the latest news that
i may have to migrate to
NEW ZEALAND.
if my dad extend his working period.
not confimed yet but ya.

living in another country is what i wanted.
NEW ZEALAND is really cool
but im not ready to put everything here and leave.
i dun want to leave my love ones
esp NB4 ,jerome,zhi ler and NETBALL MATES.

i dun wanna leave.

2007-06-15T19:03:00.000+08:00

ZANG.
found my photo at the sch website.

COOOLLLSHEEEET & TOTALLY UNGLAM.
saw my helmet partner in the photo too.
miss her(:

watched FANTASTIC 4.RISE OF THE SILVER SURFER.
pretty cool yeah(:

went home and watched LORD OF THE RINGS.
again.
LOVE IT(:
drank 3 bottles of HOOCH.
and went to sleep.

alcoholic but so what.LOVE.

EAR PIERCING IS OUT.
LIP PIERCING IS THE NEW COOL(:

maybe ill get one.
just maybe.

JEROME CALLED ME.
YAY-NESS(:

regret me dun forget me.

2007-06-13T14:31:00.000+08:00

SICK & UNFORTUNATE HAPPENINGS.

i got fever.
when im suppose to hang out with NB4.
VERY GOOD.

oh one of my baby cousin in another country almost died
when he was given birth.
there was a lack of oxygen in his brain.
the doc said it may affect his growth.
things are terrible.
BLESS YOU LITTLE BOY(:

IVE HEARD ALESANA'S SONG.
THEY ARE GOOD(:

if my words ever reach you
ill assume you don't care
never knew that silence could cut so deep or that you could twist the blade
now I curse all of your beautiful lies.
i love you and goodbye.